New Day = New Begining?
Today is just a brand new day, but sorry i didn’t hit the hay. I couldn’t go to sleep at all, I have been up for about 36 hours already, but I am still not tired at all. Is it because I couldn’t get an answer from the question I have in my mind? Or is it because I am scared when I shut my eye, I will not able to open my eyes again? I don’t even know it myself…Today I read a book and it is about suicide and self-mutilation. Isn’t that is me? Images just floating in my mind. After the scar has healed up. It is a brand new beginning of the story and new scar to be born. Pain is one of the things that makes a person feel alive. Happiness is just beginning of sorrowful story. Sadness is just the middle part of story, and Pain is the end of story. Each day, there are people going through those. A person want to be in pain, so that they become happy?
